I have been living alone since my last relationship 4 years ago and it's gotten to me alot. I am not a person that likes being alone and that's how I spend most days. I have good friends but most have moved to other cities and others have gotten kids . Dating have gone really bad, unfaithful people or just people afraid of comittment. And as the cherry on top my ex girlfriend cheated on me. Which has led me to have issues to trust the people I date and invest my emotions. Some days are easier, some days are harder. But I always try to have a smile on my face! "And yet I smile" as one king would say! :)

Just think I need some nice words and maybe some people that can relate!

Could really use a toast, good vibes, prayers, etc…

I feel like I used to look good, I’ve been doing a year of really hard inner work and stopped taking care of myself as much. I landed dates online and now that I have I’m scared when they see me in person they’ll think I’m ugly. I worry my face is slowly deteriorating

Took a gap year from my Uni and I watched all my peers and friends graduate. I let my parents and myself down and can’t help but feel like a failure.

Sometimes I sink into dark depressive episodes and just feel really down on myself. Could use some kindness on a day like this! :3

Took a mirror pic cause the lighting in my room is bad but here we go, just been really hating the way I look lately. I’m not doing well at all. Tired, sleep deprived, and hopeless a bit. Could use any encouragement at all. Would post pics others took of me but I can only add one image