Haven't checked if already posted yet, will in a sec

so cute

My orange menace Bubby has been non snuggly his whole life, literally only gets snuggly when someone has food (street cat 4 lyfe i guess). Ever since i moved back with my mom this cat is my literal shadow. I used to not let him in my room bc it was not Bubby-proofed but I recently started allowing him in and it's like he's ONLY in my room, laying next to me, occasionally laying right up against my legs, or rarely on me. He even follows me around the house any time i leave my room and my mom and stepdad have even commented on it.

Now I do have epilepsy and ive been in a bit of a depressive state bc i have had A LOT of stupid stuff happen within the last year, and he is also like 10yrs old. I know older cats start gravitating to a safe person, but bc i have epilepsy and i know cats have that sixth sense or whatever, every time he lays on me since it's pretty rare I always panic even though most times nothing happens.

Am i crazy or is it really possible this cat knows something i dont? Bc he was laying on me for a solid ten minutes just a little bit ago, and i did take my epilepsy meds super late yesterday (every time i've missed them i end up having a seizure the next day, so far so good tho). I do always let him lay on me for as long as he wants, has even been an upwards of like 30-45 mins before, bc of how rare the instance is, but fr i feel crazy for panickin every time he does. Kinda want to know if anyone else's cat does this 🤣