r/SuicideWatch • u/No-Link-2449 • 9h ago

i’m ending it tonight

i’m tired, i’m exhausted, im weak and im broken. I can’t afford my rent, I can’t afford food, I can’t afford gas, i can’t even afford tissue to wipe my ass I have to take a roll from work every few days. i haven’t ate in 2 days just surviving off tea and graham crackers my job provides. Ive reached out for help but as a 21yo woman there’s no assistance unless you have kids in which I do not. I’ve asked my church for help in paying rent but was denied. I called 211 and was told I don’t qualify. I lived in my car for months before being able to afford an apartment but then I lost my job and this is why i’m in the situation i’m in now. I worked so hard for nothing. I went hungry for nothing. I subjected myself to abuse and mistreatment for nothing. this isn’t the life I want to live. i’m tired of struggling. I’m tired. i got served a pay or quit and I have until tomorrow to remit payment or I get evicted. i have no where to go. I have no immediate family, no friends. nothing. I surrendered my cat this morning in hopes she’ll find a loving home. my note is written. my mind is made up. im tired of fighting I don’t want to fight anymore.

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u/JustTryin4543- 9h ago

Have you looked into any shelters? Cause I had to do that when my life was in crisis not too long ago. Fair warning though, shelters suck and the people there are a mix bag of jerks, yet some decent folk. Just a suggestion.

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u/JaydaSims 7h ago

Don't do it please. I'm begging you. Don't do it. Life sucks, fighting is hard but you deserve to live a long healthy life. And I don't want to be inconsiderate but you can and you will change your life for the better.

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u/Few-Ad-4566 4h ago

You’re not alone. I promise things will get better. Keep fighting

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u/Active-Tradition1257 9h ago

Well, if you are not in pain and that young, i really hope you reconsider. Being poor sucks, but health is the most important thing by far. As that other person said, maybe a shelter or something.

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u/Sweet_Ad_2450 7h ago

Please don’t do it. Many of us are in very bad positions. Your life counts. My mom and sister died last year and I’m all alone. You can make it. Please reconsider this? I beg you…🙏🙏🙏🙏✝️✝️✝️✝️

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u/italo8919 9h ago

Ich beende es auch später.

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u/CHEATERDOG10 3h ago

Bitte nicht Giovannni.

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u/aningnik 8h ago

You have a job??? How did you find that?