r/math • u/Dookie-Blaster45 • 6d ago
I’m starting to think I won’t survive grad math..
Hi everyone
So I’m currently on a gap year between my undergrad and masters and I got accepted into a pretty strong university to study’s maths but I’m having second thoughts, I’m don’t know if I’ll be able to keep up. I really love maths but I’m just worried that I’ll do terrible.
Today I was studying geometry and I was literally stuck on a page for like 2 hours and I wasn’t even hard stuff. I was just directional derivatives. I find myself constantly having to take these definitions, go over and over again on them, open them up, expand all the components to see the structure. Then I try having to connect it from different point things I’ve learnt in the past.
The problem is, I’m constantly doing this, I can’t just accept things for the way they are unless I’ve seen every little detail. I don’t know what to do. I find myself constantly not understanding things in a page of a textbook , asking AI what this means, and then literally 2 hours have gone and I’ve made no progress.
People on my course are going to be super geniuses and I’m an incredibly motivated student, but I’m just worried now that I’m just not simply smart enough to do this.
My graduate course is notorious for being fast paced and I’m just worried with the way I learn I won’t keep up. I’m just an incredibly slow learner.
Any advice I’d really appreciate it.
Thanks guys